Before I Die I - A bucket list of things to do before you die

Feelings (70)

• will break promises Feelings

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• will say your name four times before I sleep Feelings

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• would like all the people who hurt me to get retribution Feelings

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• want to learn what it is to burn Feelings

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• will castrate a rapist Feelings

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• will stop assuming the worse. Feelings

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• will stop screaming Feelings

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• will not look back. Feelings

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• will find a way to survive Feelings

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• will stop being afraid Feelings

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• would like to say sorry to some people and fuck you to some others. Feelings

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• will find a cure for my life Feelings

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• will figure all this out and rescue myself Feelings

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• want to cry less and laugh more Feelings

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• will learn how to accept a compliment Feelings

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• will confess the truth to her Feelings

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• want to sing a song as intensely as paint a painting Feelings

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• would like to see everyone in the world have freedom Feelings

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• want to be normal Feelings

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• hope i can be at peace. Feelings

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• want to calculate how many seconds i was alive, and be grateful for every single one. Feelings

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• want someone who will fight all obstacles to be with me Feelings

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• want to feel less sad Feelings

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• will focus less on copying, and more on creating, less on mirrors, and more on windows. Feelings

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• will notice my heart more Feelings

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• want to know that if I disappear I will be missed Feelings

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• will stop taking breaths that fill my mouth with water, and step out of the frozen lake to take a stand for things on solid ground. Feelings

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• wish that you could understand me. I wish you knew who I really am. I wish you could see through these eyes. Rewind my mind's movie, play it back, become the editor. Just for a day, I'd like you to be the filmmaker of me. Feelings

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• don't think I could ever forget about you, and I don't know if I want to. Feelings

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• will feel at peace. Feelings

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• will tell the most wonderful person i have ever met, thank you for being a part of my life Feelings

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• will plant 365 roses and water them with my tears, after they bloom I will step on them twice and give them to you each day of the year, wilted and dead just like my heart. Feelings

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• will break dishes into a roaring hot fireplace, while drinking wine, and laughing at all my misspoken words and lost time Feelings

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• will see Time Square at night, in all its glowing saturation; be intoxicated by its eye candy, corrupted by its commercialism, and wish for the world to try a little harder to be the opposite of that place. Feelings

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• will pin my heart to your sleeve and hope you don't disappear for too long so I can still have it back one day. Feelings

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• will laugh Feelings

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• will like myself enough to not need anyone's attention. Feelings

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• will smile through my tasted tears and keeping walking Feelings

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• will recover from lost time and broken dreams, by rewriting history and making all my dreams a reality, and i am hoping you will help me Feelings

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• will laugh at all the things that used to hurt my feelings Feelings

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• want to know if he is thinking about me or thinking about the other ones he had? Feelings

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• want to make peace with my past. Feelings

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• will stop regretting the years and tears i spent on you and be OK, even happy, for the difficult times you put me through because it made me discover who i really am. Feelings

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• won't let the fact that your eyes are painted Sinatra blue stop me from remembering the colorless secrets behind them. Feelings

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• will not have a broken heart and forgive myself if I have broken someone elses heart. Feelings

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• want to be okay with it all Feelings

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• want to be less selfish. Feelings

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• want to wish the entire world a beautiful day! Feelings

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• want to know the point of wasting eighty-something years doing things that will only be forgotten in the next eighty-something. Feelings

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• would like to say sorry to some people and fuck you to some others. Feelings

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• want to feel strong and fearless enough to hike into the mountains as far as I can go in a day with just my dog! Feelings

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• want to somehow stay vulnerable but be less gullible Feelings

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• just want to be content Feelings

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• want to go one day without thinking of the man i've been in love with for over 2 years who's forgotten me. Feelings

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• want you to mind your own business Feelings

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• want summer to last forever Feelings

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• will find peace in these difficult times Feelings

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• want to view the world like I did when I was four years old.. Feelings

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• want to tell someone how i truly feel. Feelings

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• want to explain myself Feelings

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• want to prove myself wrong Feelings

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• want to tell all of my secrets Feelings

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• will laugh at myself more Feelings

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• will overcome my fear of failure Feelings

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• will stop worrying so much. Feelings

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• will stop feeling Feelings

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• will feel confident for an entire day Feelings

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• will feel beautiful Feelings

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• want to feel safe or stop needing to feel safe Feelings

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• want to do whatever i want without feeling guilty Feelings

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